Tonight I miss my fiance.
I'm here blogging instead of going to bed. I don't want to face the thought of falling asleep alone.
I ache to talk to him for longer than a few minutes here or there. I want to share the details of my day with him over coffee, or lunch. I want to wrap my arms around him and be in the only place I know that makes the world right.
I want his hand to hold. I want his eyes to look into. I want to fall into his hug at the end of the day. I want to share the laughing with him. I want to cry on his shoulder. I want to see him smile at me. I want to share a little of my weariness and frustration with him because when I'm with him, life doesn't seem so hard.
I want him. Plain and simple.
I don't want to have to wait another second longer. But I will. Because waiting is how I love him right now.
